I am so happy today > from now on. life is of my choosing. does sexuality mean so much . Suddenly i feel so invisible . I have traded my sexuality for my wisdom and I have rendered myself invisble. 

then again. isnt attaining nothingness wht I am trying to do . 

these are possibly so unintelligent of me to be typing all this .old tired and so numb

In two days I become the first woman in this little red dot to wear such a string

Why am I wearing this

I am driven mad today . I am not able to figure where she is . her words that stole me. A tangled emo puppet almost held in but dangled. 

I am not able to  sense as my senses are numb. what do I do ? 

Doesnt she realise that I too .. need to drown to . ? 

I didnt realise tht my face can inspire and can heal and my mixed body parts matter. thank you for listening when I had forgotten how to talk . 

I kept this picture hidden for years cos I lost my voice. I am still confused to which language cos the lovers that loved and left . laughed and cut parts of me. 

My journey has gone into the Inner Spirit. Thank you all your youthful angels to have inspired me to live again. 

i love you .. my mouse. 

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